STALKER

I used to refer to my husband as my stalker.  “I married my stalker” I would say.

John would listen to my phone calls or hide and listen in on my conversation.  He was an expert at sneaking around for being such a big guy.  Of course he could always get someone to “spy” on me if he couldn’t do the “checking up” himself.  I thought once I managed to escape my “prison guard” I wouldn’t have to worry about feeling like I was in prison.

Sure, John let me have a little freedom.  He preferred to go where every I was going or have me in his presence 24-7.  Even after 3 years of separation, he still can’t let go of me and move on.  Maybe it’s the divorce holding him up also.

John invades my dreams and my reality.  Almost every night I dream about John.  Lucky me huh?  Sometimes it’s fighting, sometimes his girlfriends are involved.  Kelly still pops into dream land now and then.  Usually Heather isn’t part of my dreams.  Whew!

Don’t ask me why I dream about my stalker.  I guess I just haven’t shaken him from my subconscious yet….if that is even possible.

I checked my cellphone not to long after I got up from bed.  At 8:58 AM John sent me a text:  “I see your resume classes tomorrow.”

I find that creepy.  Like when he sent me a text at a Revolution’s ballgame that Tesla, Jarrid and I were attending with friends.  John was there too and shortly after I arrived he sent me this text:  “I see you.”  Can you say creeper?????  I can’t believe I married this guy!!

So I sent him a reply to his creepy class text:  “yes” and a little later “how do you see that?”  He never replied.  I’m sure he’s trying to get me to say I won’t have Tesla with me tomorrow and his response will be “then you can’t have her because the court order says she must be in your presence while in my custody.”  Would that surprise me?  NOT AT ALL.

I don’t look into where John is while he has Tesla.  I already know he gets lots of different people to babysit while he is out doing God knows what.  He is just obsessed with this never-ending relationship and how he can control me and Tesla every chance he gets.  You would think with Heather and her 4 children he would be too busy to pay attention to my schedule.

Apparently not,

~P.

Waiting patiently

Currently in scultpure class.  Our pieces our being displayed and critiqued.

My piece is my blue head with the sewn lips.

http://girlboxer1970.com/2011/10/19/blue-in-the-face/

I can not wait for class to be over so the decision can be made.

Critique starting,

~P.

A sudden chill

The room is cool with a breeze from the crack in the door.

My nipples tighten, standing erect underneath my tight tank top.

I slip my pencil to my harden nipple and rub.

The friction warms my nipple but it doesn’t soften.

I feel the warmth growing.  New warm spots erupt.

More swelling and a noticeable moistness.

So much for focusing on studying.

~P.

The Writing on the Wall

I’ve been waiting for a long time to read the writing on the wall.  Time flies by so quickly in life.  Checking in on my older children, picking up and dropping off my youngest….time spent at college and in court preparing for classes and cases.  Three weeks seemed so far away, yet it is passing quickly.

Is life already planned out for people?  Do humans have the ability to make changes in their life?

Things happen for a reason.  Today I read the writing on the wall and it confirmed for me, I am on the right track.

She writes tiny, but spells correctly

My daughter is my world and I love her to pieces….even when she writes on the wall.

6 days and counting,

~P.

 

Monkey Survey

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Wow…sorry about that.  My W had a piece of dried rice stuck underneath it.

I sent out my survey for The Spartan five days ago.  I never heard of Monkey Survey.

I missed out on it being that easy.  Damn!

I don’t even like monkeys.

Monkey Bash,

~P.

Leopold’s wolves and trees

The movie Green Fire was screened in the
Humanities building, sponsored by Schmidt Library.  The film was based on Aldo Leopold life as a revolutionary conservationist.  His achievements as a child to adult were exceptional.

Leopold was born in 1887, graduated from Yale and at the age of 22 he became a forest inspector.  He and his wife Estella had five children, all who took careers in science and land preservation.

Leopold was very concerned about the development of the Midwest.  As the land was destroyed by poor grazing methods, over planting of crops and general ignorance, Leopold realized that “man kills the things he loves.”

At one point in his life, Leopold believed killing all the predators would allow plentiful game for hunting.  As species of animals began to disappear he realized his error and focused to preserving the animals that were almost to extinction.  He was especially concerned about the wolf population.  The elk population was out of control and there were only 7 wolves left in the wild.  A wolf recovery program was established to rebuild their community.

What is interesting about this is 100 years ago, Leopold shot a female wolf and while she died he saw a “fierce green fire” that faded from her eyes in death.  About 35 years later, it was Leopold who starts the campaign to repopulate the wolves.
In 1934, the Wildlife Reservation was created in Wisconsin to re-establish animal and plant species of the brink of extinction.  In 1949 “The Land Ethic” was published.  This book is thought of as the Bible of the environment.  Leopold was and still is far ahead of mankind in understanding and acting on the preservation of nature.

It is the responsibility of private land owners to properly care for their land.  The government agrees with Leopold as there
are now laws protecting all land, private and public.  In the 21st century, the
importance of protecting the earth and atmosphere is stressed daily.  This is because of the actions and writing of
a man who “thinks like a mountain” and was intelligent enough to teach how to
care for the land we live on.

There was
a brief discussion following the movie concerning the biotic community as a
whole and what role the human population has in keeping it healthy.  Also discussed was Leopold’s involvement with Gifford Pinchot.  Gifford Pinchot is honored at Pinchot Park, located in Lewisberry, PA.  Pinchot was also credited in the conservation movement.

The movie presented a beautiful view of unspoiled wilderness, especially in the
Midwest and New Mexico.  Green Fire is an inspirational film that will continue to educate and inspire people world-wide in the importance of caring for the Earth.  This movie should be shown to students in middle-school and on. The importance of conservation will eventually fall into the hands of this younger generation.

I recycle,

~P.

P.S. The student I sat beside during the movie kept picking his nose, his lips, his face.  He stank too.  😦

The end is near

Did you hear?

This semester has flown by!  I have been so busy with New Religions, Hellraisers, Square dancing, Sculpture, and writing in general….

I turned in my rough draft of the New Religious Movement I have established.  It is evolving as I add new bits and pieces from our class books, television programs I’ve watched, websites I visited etc. The end is near and….. Lady Gaga is the Disciple of “Ga”…  I need to work on the final draft after she returns it and in the meantime I am making a slideshow presentation.  I’m not sure how to put that in my blog yet.

My presentation for “The Hellbound Heart” is coming up on November 15th.  Also test number 4 in Spanish.

Conference at school for Tesla on the 16th.

The 17th…Literature of Terror test #2.  Dracula…novel, play and films.

The 19th is Scott Wolf’s fundraising party.

The 21st at 3:15 PM the custody decision will be made at the York Courthouse.

Written report for Lit of Terror class is due Nov. 22nd.  My Recommendation Report concerning The Spartan for writing class is also due that day.

Wednesday the 23rd – 27th, Thanksgiving Break!!!!  🙂  Wrapping up some pieces of work and working ahead time.  Oh, and blog time.  Will catch everyone up on the custody decision.

Dec. 6th Oral Spanish “group presentation”  I dread this but will survive.  lol

Dec 8th Presentation of Lady Gaga cult in Religions class.

Looking forward to Christmas break,

~P.

 

M&M is the cover name

You are an intriging character.  I want you to be part of my story.  We met because of my website, completely at random.  Not in person, just chatting on Facebook now.

You know who you are. Others may think I am writing about them and they may be right or they May be wrong.

Welcome to my novel.

Message Me,

~P.

 

Spartan Staff Questioned

The staff of The Spartan newspaper at York College of PA has been requested, by me, to answer some serious questions concerning the campus news.  This is a writing assignment for my Writing in Professional Cultures class.  I will eventually write a recommendation report to the college administration.

 

Spartan Staff Questionnaire

  1. Should The Spartan discontinue the entire print process and focus on The Spartan website http://www.spartan.ycp.edu? (Please state your reason for Yes or No.)

 

IF YOU CHOSE YES, SKIP TO QUESTION: 9.

IF YOU CHOSE NO, PLEASE ANSWER THE
FOLLOWING QUESTIONS:

  1. Would having more newspaper racks on campus improve circulation?
  2. If all the dining locations on campus had copies of the newspaper available, would this improve circulation?
  3. Should newspaper be delivered to all teaching staff with mailboxes?
  4. Should the Spartan subscribe to the Associated Press news releases?
  5. Should cost of advertising in the Spartan be adjusted to increase ad sales?
  6. Should local businesses receive a discount to
    place ads?
  7. How can we get more articles submitted?

ANSWER IF YOU KNOW or HAVE AN OPINION:

  1. What does it cost YCP to print The Spartan?
  2. Has anyone who wrote for The Spartan and
    graduated become “famous” for their writing career?
  3. Would you be more likely to read The Spartan online if the information was current? (Currently the website has stories from 2009 with upcoming articles for 2010. All pages appear to be from 2009 and ends there.)
  4. Were you aware the website was last updated in 2009?
  5. Would making The Spartan one hundred percent virtual in 2012 have benefits?
  6. If so, what would they be?
  7. What would the negatives be?
  8. How would you feel participating in making 2012 the year York College of PA stopped printing the “hard copy” of The Spartan and focused on reaching out
    to other online college papers, online advertising, and endless opportunities
    that are now available since 2009?

 

PLEASE GIVE SERIOUS INPUT WHY YOU WOULD OR WOULD NOT WANT TO CONTINUE OR DISCONTINUE THE “HARD COPY’ ISSUE OF THE SPARTAN.  MY RECOMMENDATION REPORT WILL BE VIEWED BY THE ADMINISTRATION AND BE BASED ON WHAT THE STAFF OF THE SPARTAN DECIDES.

 

Thank you for answering my questionnaire.

Sincerely,

Pattie Crider

This is the questions The Spartan staff were emailed.  I’ll keep you posted on what I find out.  I think focusing on the website should be the priority of the campus paper, we will see what responses I get.

Feel free to comment your thoughts and ideas concerning this issue.  I can’t use it in my report but I’m curious to hear your thoughts!

Paper vs web,

~P.

Clive Barker’s Hellraiser Series

There is no doubt, Barker kept to his original story line when creating the manuscript for Hellraiser.  Barker had “The knack for vividly disturbing imagery and fresh scenes, long familiar to readers of his fiction. (It) has translated very well to the screen.”
(Wooley p.41)  The characters of Barker’s book have the same lines in the movie.
The plot was the same and the description of the characters was accurately portrayed.  There were a few changes to the story line.  For example, Kirsty was a friend of Rory in the book.  In the movie, she is his daughter and his name is Larry.  The movie had a scene where Kirsty encounters a Cenobite that chases her in the hospital.  Also the movie had a very different ending than the novella.  Kirsty keeps the box in the story but in the
movie she throws it in the fire and a homeless man picks it out and keeps it.  This let the door open for future Hellraiser films.

The reviews for Hellraiser were not as praising as the reviews of The Hellbound Heart.  Film critic, Roger Ebert wrote this concerning the movie, “Stephen King may have seen the
future of the horror genre, but he has almost certainly not seen “Hellraiser,” which is as dreary a piece of goods as has masqueraded as horror in many a long, cold night. This is one of those movies you sit through with mounting dread, as the fear grows inside of you that it will indeed turn out to be feature length.”  Ebert gave Hellraiser half a star out of five.

Richard Harrington, of The Washington Post wrote, “In its best moments, the film’s visuals complement Barker’s writing, but they seldom achieve the same visceral impact. A scene of metal hooks piercing Frank’s flesh is gory and painful to watch, but Barker’s stories tend to be even more unbearable to read. He’s still a man of verbal images, and
the meld of sex and horror is even more perverse and disturbing in his stories
than in this film.”

The success of Clive Barker’s writing and directing career did not stop after the release
of this book and movie.  His novella was released again in 1991, this time not part of an anthology.  Barker had little to do with the Hellraiser series, but his original concept
lives on in an additional eight movies.  According to Wikipedia, to date there are nine Hellraiser films. Five of these movies have grossed $84 million dollars at the box office and the other four were sent directly to video.

No matter how you cut it, Barker made money.

~P.