Suicide and that Helpless Feeling



Suicide.  People take their lives everyday around the world.  Each person has their reason, some never sharing why.  It crushes the world of those left behind; they must work hard to get past the loss of someone they love.  Survivors are left sorting out where they felt they went wrong.  What signals they missed.

What if you never felt loved by your family?  If you had no friends, no family, and moved from town to town?  It pains me to think of all the children in the world that are suffering at the hands of their own parents, and can not find a safe person to reach out for help.

I’ve become friends with a young man who has been through hell.  Brutality, starvation and isolation his entire life.  His only allies were his siblings.  By finally alerting the police while his parents were away, he removed himself and his brothers and sisters from this house of hell and is free from the abuse, but he is anger, depressed and suicidal.  We are talking and I am praying for him..  I ask that you pray for him also.  His name begins with an M.  God will know who your are praying about.  Pray for his parents also, to realize their sins and the damage they have caused to their children.

I will share more.

God Bless and thank you for reading.  I have genuine concern about this young man and would be sad beyond words if he dies at his own hands, now that he has taken over his life.


Custody Court

Tomorrow is another custody hearing, this time before a judge.  I really hope this wraps things up, but I don’t see a quick end.  Tesla is ready to start school and I know she will do well.  It’s just hung up right now with all these custody disputes.

I have valid points for why Tesla should live with me.  The first being is she wants to live with me.  Life at mom’s is a calmer atmosphere.  Tesla looks up to her mom as I take on new challenges at college.  We do our “homework” together and she thinks it’s fun.  🙂

God has a plan for me and I’m trying to work it out everyday of my life.  I trust God won’t let me fall flat on my face.  Each day can be a challenge and I take it on with great gusto and don’t look back, other than to write about it.

If you pray, please add me to your prayer list.  I believe God answers prayers and watches over his faithful.

Bless you and yours,


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