Suicide and that Helpless Feeling



Suicide.  People take their lives everyday around the world.  Each person has their reason, some never sharing why.  It crushes the world of those left behind; they must work hard to get past the loss of someone they love.  Survivors are left sorting out where they felt they went wrong.  What signals they missed.

What if you never felt loved by your family?  If you had no friends, no family, and moved from town to town?  It pains me to think of all the children in the world that are suffering at the hands of their own parents, and can not find a safe person to reach out for help.

I’ve become friends with a young man who has been through hell.  Brutality, starvation and isolation his entire life.  His only allies were his siblings.  By finally alerting the police while his parents were away, he removed himself and his brothers and sisters from this house of hell and is free from the abuse, but he is anger, depressed and suicidal.  We are talking and I am praying for him..  I ask that you pray for him also.  His name begins with an M.  God will know who your are praying about.  Pray for his parents also, to realize their sins and the damage they have caused to their children.

I will share more.

God Bless and thank you for reading.  I have genuine concern about this young man and would be sad beyond words if he dies at his own hands, now that he has taken over his life.


Spanking Linked to Mental Illness

Spanking Linked to Mental Illness.

Just as I suspected all along.

Walt….all your ass-beating, berating and yelling didn’t make a damn thing better during our childhood, just worse.

Time outs only,


No abuse

The concern I had for the bruising on Tesla’s arms was genuine.  I asked her father what the bruises were from and he never answered.  That made me even more concerned.

I took the advice of a friend and went to Tesla’s school.  The nurse made a few notes and the following day (today) Child Services called and said they were going to talk to Tesla at school.

They called me back today to assure me that they don’t believe Tesla is being abused and Tesla said that her daddy took her to the doctor yesterday afternoon to have her arms checked and they were fine.

WTF!?  I ask and ask about Tesla’s bruises but get no answer.  Suddenly the school agrees there coud be some abuse going on and John rockets Tesla to the doctor’s office (without informing me as the custody order states) to “prove” Tesla is not being abused.

I should have known he would only be out to cover his ass.  I wasn’t looking to prove that “anyone” was abusing Tesla, I just wanted answers. 

The race to have a doctor declare Tesla’s bruised arms as a case of a rough-house girl makes me suspicious.  Her doctor said I am welcome to call and talk to him anytime about Tesla’s appointments, whether John informed me of the appointment or not.

Doc says at this point he doesn’t believe anyone is grabbing up Tesla, and that is a relief.

I just hope they are all correct. 


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