Looking back on the last few years, I struggle to understand why I must continue to live in frustration while the divorce proceedings drag on. I can not grasp why God would let my daughter wind up going to school at Eastern. But, I know God is in control and I have deep faith that He knows what He is doing.
I, on the other hand, am lost. I never wanted all this drama in my life. I hate having to fight with my future ex-husband on what’s best for our child. Worse, I have people making decisions in my daughter’s life that I have no control over.
My nights end the same, in prayer. I pray that God watches over my children, friends and family. I often fall asleep praying to keep other thoughts from overwhelming me. Why did I meet this man who has made it his personal goal to make my life hell?
I put my faith in God that there IS a reason for all this. It just takes time to figure it all out.
Praying hard,
~P.
girlboxer1970 
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