My journals

Dusting off the adorned cover

Leafing through the faded pages

Fond memories return to me

So many things I had forgotten

Come rushing back

Some offering smiles

Some offering tears.

 

I wrote this in May 1988

It’s still true,

~P.

Inside Me

This poem “Inside Me” was written in May 1988

Mrs. Ney’s creative communications class

 

 

Deep inside me,

I feel an oncoming scream of frustration.

Bottled inside me,

Deep feelings for one who doesn’t know I care.

Sighing inside me,

Every time I pass him in the hall.

Crying inside me,

Knowing I could never tell him I care.

Dying inside me,

Knowing I’ll never have him.

-Pattie Crider